Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Bland
I'm tired of feeling mediocre. My life feels lonely, but yet, I don't want to be around anyone. I miss home. I think I'm going through some sort of identity crisis. I don't want to do anything that used to make me happy because I don't feel like I deserve it, or like it's a contradictory action against this other person I am now. I need to feel like I matter...to myself, to Steven, to an employer, to a friend. I can't find a place for me here. I'm free floating with my roots dangling in the air.
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2 comments:
girl. you and me need some quality time. let's do it, preferably with wine, soon.
Add raising a bambino and welcome to my world! I love you and you are AMAZING! I concur with Christina and we should get together soon with wine!
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